It’s been a long time since i’ve posted my last post (12.24.12)

It’s because I’m too busy .. Busy in NOTHING :DDDD

This month is the 2nd month of summer. Im glad. I will be free from HOTNESS.

Tomorrow is the flight of my grandparents to canada again. It will take a long long years again to have their another vacation here in philippines … Godbless to them. More Power. Stay strong nanay Naty and Lolo Val. ILoveYou po :)

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn’t like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn’t get this song
But I do, I do

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Akala ko magiging swerte ang 12-12-12.kakaiba tong pangyayari na to. grabe! nakakalungkot. di ko akalain na kayang gawin yun ng kaibigan ko. parang bula nalng at natapos ang lahat..hanggang ngayon di padin ako makapaniwala na wala na sya..nung makita ko yung burol nya.argh ! inis na inis talaga ko kay markpaul !! nakakainis talga..bakit nya pa kase naisip yun.di talaga sya nagiisip..di nya inisip yung pamilya nya,yung pangarap nya na maging varsity player ng basketball,yung pag.aaral nya,kameng mga kaibigan nya … ayys ! ang dame dame pa nyang pedeng gawin sa buhay nya..tapos bigla bigla nang iwan sya.sinarile pa nya yung problema ! nakakaasar talaga si markpaul. 16 years old lang sya.tapos bigla nyang naisip mag bigti.mortal sin pa ..hayy markpaul :(( 

Ang totoo nyan,naiinis ako skanya dahil ginwa nya yon.naiinis ako kase ayoko pa syang mawala :((((( wala nang markpaul na magpapatawa saken.wala nang markpaul na manglalait para mapatawa ko.wala na kong markpaul. :(((

Im INSPIRED BY THE STORY SO I JUST WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS :))

As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years.

The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline—1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago.

It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a “Dear John” letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah.

It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that the owner could be identified. Maybe if I called information, the operator could find a phone listing for the address on the envelope.

“Operator,” I began, “this is an unusual request. I’m trying to find the owner of a wallet that I found. Is there anyway you can tell me if there is a phone number for an address that was on an envelope in the wallet?”

She suggested I speak with her supervisor, who hesitated for a moment then said, “Well, there is a phone listing at that address, but I can’t give you the number.”

She said, as a courtesy, she would call that number, explain my story and would ask them if they wanted her to connect me. I waited a few minutes and then she was back on the line. “I have a party who will speak with you.”

I asked the woman on the other end of the line if she knew anyone by the name of Hannah. She gasped, “Oh! We bought this house from a family who had a daughter named Hannah. But that was 30 years ago!”

“Would you know where that family could be located now?” I asked.

“I remember that Hannah had to place her mother in a nursing home some years ago,” the woman said. “Maybe if you got in touch with them they might be able to track down the daughter.”

She gave me the name of the nursing home and I called the number. They told me the old lady had passed away some years ago but they did have a phone number for where they thought the daughter might be living. I thanked them and phoned. The woman who answered explained that Hannah herself was now living in a nursing home.

This whole thing was stupid, I thought to myself. Why was I making such a big deal over finding the owner of a wallet that had only three dollars and a letter that was almost 60 years old?

Nevertheless, I called the nursing home in which Hannah was supposed to be living and the man who answered the phone told me, “Yes, Hannah is staying with us. “

Even though it was already 10 p.m., I asked if I could come by to see her.

“Well,” he said hesitatingly, “if you want to take a chance, she might be in the day room watching television.”

I thanked him and drove over to the nursing home. The night nurse and a guard greeted me at the door. We went up to the third floor of the large building. In the day room, the nurse introduced me to Hannah.

She was a sweet, silver-haired old timer with a warm smile and a twinkle in her eye. I told her about finding the wallet and showed her the letter. The second she saw the powder blue envelope with that little flower on the left, she took a deep breath and said, “Young man, this letter was the last contact I ever had with Michael.”

She looked away for a moment deep in thought and then said Softly, “I loved him very much. But I was only 16 at the time and my mother felt I was too young. Oh, he was so handsome. He looked like Sean Connery, the actor.”

“Yes,” she continued. “Michael Goldstein was a wonderful person. If you should find him, tell him I think of him often. And,” she hesitated for a moment, almost biting her lip, “tell him I still love him. You know,” she said smiling as tears began to well up in her eyes, “I never did marry. I guess no one ever matched up to Michael…”

I thanked Hannah and said goodbye. I took the elevator to the first floor and as I stood by the door, the guard there asked, “Was the old lady able to help you?”

I told him she had given me a lead. “At least I have a last name. But I think I’ll let it go for a while. I spent almost the whole day trying to find the owner of this wallet.”

I had taken out the wallet, which was a simple brown leather case with red lacing on the side. When the guard saw it, he said, “Hey, wait a minute! That’s Mr. Goldstein’s wallet. I’d know it anywhere with that bright red lacing. He’s always losing that wallet. I must have found it in the halls at least three times.”

“Who’s Mr. Goldstein?” I asked as my hand began to shake.

“He’s one of the old timers on the 8th floor. That’s Mike Goldstein’s wallet for sure. He must have lost it on one of his walks.” I thanked the guard and quickly ran back to the nurse’s office. I told her what the guard had said. We went back to the elevator and got on. I prayed that Mr. Goldstein would be up.

On the eighth floor, the floor nurse said, “I think he’s still in the day room. He likes to read at night. He’s a darling old man.”

We went to the only room that had any lights on and there was a man reading a book. The nurse went over to him and asked if he had lost his wallet. Mr. Goldstein looked up with surprise, put his hand in his back pocket and said, “Oh, it is missing!”

“This kind gentleman found a wallet and we wondered if it could be yours?”

I handed Mr. Goldstein the wallet and the second he saw it, he smiled with relief and said, “Yes, that’s it! It must have dropped out of my pocket this afternoon. I want to give you a reward.”

“No, thank you,” I said. “But I have to tell you something. I read the letter in the hope of finding out who owned the wallet.”

The smile on his face suddenly disappeared. “You read that letter?”

“Not only did I read it, I think I know where Hannah is.”

He suddenly grew pale. “Hannah? You know where she is? How is she? Is she still as pretty as she was? Please, please tell me,” he begged.

“She’s fine…just as pretty as when you knew her.” I said softly.

The old man smiled with anticipation and asked, “Could you tell me where she is? I want to call her tomorrow.” He grabbed my hand and said, “You know something, mister, I was so in love with that girl that when that letter came, my life literally ended. I never married. I guess I’ve always loved her.”

“Mr. Goldstein,” I said, “Come with me.”

We took the elevator down to the third floor. The hallways were darkened and only one or two little night-lights lit our way to the day room where Hannah was sitting alone watching the television. The nurse walked over to her.

“Hannah,” she said softly, pointing to Michael, who was waiting with me in the doorway. “Do you know this man?”

She adjusted her glasses, looked for a moment, but didn’t say a word.

Michael said softly, almost in a whisper, “Hannah, it’s Michael. Do you remember me?”

She gasped, “Michael! I don’t believe it! Michael! It’s you! My Michael!”

He walked slowly towards her and they embraced. The nurse and I left with tears streaming down our faces.

“See,” I said. “See how the Good Lord works! If it’s meant to be, it will be.”

About three weeks later I got a call at my office from the nursing home. “Can you break away on Sunday to attend a wedding? Michael and Hannah are going to tie the knot!”

It was a beautiful wedding with all the people at the nursing home dressed up to join in the celebration. Hannah wore a light beige dress and looked beautiful. Michael wore a dark blue suit and stood tall.

They made me their best man. The hospital gave them their own room and if you ever wanted to see a 76-year-old bride and a 79-year-old groom acting like two teenagers, you had to see this couple.

A perfect ending for a love affair that had lasted nearly 60 years.

 … is this the feeling ? hmppp . awkward ?? xD I do have my boyfriend. i cant feel it . is it because im too young ? or im just adjusting for being single ? or im not that comfortable ? .. hayss . di ko maintindihan .

Yung boyfriend ko ? matalino [top1 eeh] pero mejo mayabang , mabait naman di nga lang gentleman .. hindi sya yung inaasahan kong taong magiging parte ng buhay ko . pero masaya naman ako .. sigurado akong hindi ko sya mahal pero gusto ko sya ..

mahirap intindihin kung anung klaseng pakiramdam ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.basta ang alam ko sa NGAYON ayoko muna syang mawala hanggat di ko pa alam ang tunay kong nararamdamn ..

 sabi naman nila , kaya ko nga daw sinagot ay dahil mahal ko .. pero hindee . para sken sinagot ko sya dahil gusto ko.sabi naman pag gusto mo mahal mo..

peroooo hindeee .. alam ko hindi ko yun mahal . gusto lang .. ano ba talga ? haha .masyado na kong magulo .. pati sarili kong pakiramdam di ko maintindihan .

i dont know who am i going to listen .. and i hate this kind of situation . i dont know if im going to say YES or NO .. i know its very simple to answer yes or answer no. but im thinking first what would be the result after saying yes to him or no .. huuuuuuuu . sh*tss … 

superman . tulungan mo naman ako .. hehe

In school , i had a another great time with my friends .. we had a values lesson with pastor (i dont know his name :D) .. he is a pshychic , he guessed our personalities.. after guessing we are all shock .. were like wow ! amazing ! . 

im really happy today .. i cant explain my happiness .. hoho